Something was different, did not want to stare, but something was different.

…..I stepped in asked if I could use the bathroom. Something was different, did not want to stare, but something was different. It seemed like we were holding our breaths. I hugged the kids and headed out. It is their time with dad; I respect it and appreciate him for the father he is. It was then that it hit me. Our family pictures have been put away.


Not sure what I expected, that’s what people do at the end of a relationship, they take the pictures and feelings off the top of the entertainment center and put them away.

I wonder immediately if the children noticed; If they noticed, when they noticed? Did they help him pack them away; how did that make them feel? Did they, do they need a hug, or to know that we love them both so very much?

I know full well what God’s grace can do. I do not have the answers and today, I am admitting to the Universe that I do not know everything…I wish I did. If I knew, I would fix it for everyone.

The photos of my life, our life, will continue to be displayed in the rooms where I and my children reside. I am thankful for the years, blessings, and family that God has allowed me to experience…

You know, it hurts, but I will keep taking it second, by second, minute by minute to make it through to lighter days, laughter, and love everlasting.

-jussayn